I know I have not blogged in a few days, that’s because I have not been feeling like myself. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I have had depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. My anxiety really affects me when I am in huge crowds and when I have medical procedures done. I used to dread having to talk in public. I have gotten better throughout the years, but even at 19 years old I still get really bad anxiety it gets to the point sometimes I get sick to my stomach. My relief from everything is my friends and family and my two babies.